Realities in the big A

I just cant hold myself.

2010-02-27T05:35:00.000-08:00

While our dear Big A is undergoing total mass busy-ness in the estates,

I just wanna share with everybody about a feisty "Baby Octopus".

It just hit me how feisty you are,

Girl i didnt know you had it in you.

Kudos for the slashing! Betcha whoever she is, she'll feel it deep.

"I'm thin. Actually, I'm petite. I'm perfectly healthy. I'm just petite. Don't push it okay?"

Shout out To Titiana.

Love the blog!

Baby Octopus is so in....

I just had to share it.

Miss you!

http://www.lilbabyoctopus.blogspot.com/

Better Watch you're back.

Cuz I'll be watching, from...

Pangkor Laut Estates.

Pictures of The Big A in Pangkor Laut

coming soon...

Pangkor Laut Resort.

2010-02-08T09:02:00.000-08:00

How long has it been?

A mere one week and The Big A is suffering from overused feet syndrome.Thats what you get when you stand for long hours, walk for long distances and climb hills just because you forgot your name tag.

So our Big A has been assigned as Bartender in Feast Village. haha

And reportedly our supernova lost his balance with the tray and spilled beer all over himself, sprinkling some over to the Chinese guest. Thank God he believes in forgiveness! Peace Dude!

Tomorrow is off day for our supernova. Let's see what will he do.

Anyways, the schedule has been a quick cycle:

wake up

work

nap

back to work

sleep.

And the cycle begins all over again.

Yet our Big A still seems excited for the next day, although he knows whats coming.

The face:

The book to keep him from porn:

And the tag that is always forgotten (haha):

Better watch your back!

Cuz I'll be watching!

All the way from Pangkor baby!

The time dawns...

2010-01-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

And the time actually does dawn for our Big A to move for his training.

After all the "hiaw+ness" emitted around the place,

Its time for Big A to go and finally become an intern.

Dont worry Big A!

It's a part of growing up..

A part of maturing,

Take it as a dip in the working pool.

Busy busy packing.

Better Watch Your Back

Cant wait..?

2010-01-30T00:08:00.000-08:00

It seems that the Big A is really psyched to be starting his Training at..

Pangkor Laut Resort.

Yet it seems that our big supernova is reluctant to leave.

Of course he has gotten over the fact that everybody is happily living their sem break in their own hometowns, while he has to work.

Thanks to flurit blurit paddy for posting:

"I am on holiday? I still cant believe it!"

OMG! Can you say Envy?

A little warning to everyone,

Dont mention going home to the Big A.!

Better Watch Your Back!

Cuz i'll be watching...

From Pangkor!

Mid Exam stress anyone?

2010-01-21T07:38:00.000-08:00

While exams are supposed to bring out our best,

preparing for it though inevitably brings out the worst.

There are a lot of ways to keep one from going out of one's mind.

Take our dear Big A here, so far he has been drinking a record of 17 cups of coffee all in a week, excluding all the macchiato of course.

But of course our dear Big A just cant simply wait to be finishing his exams and move to Pangkor Island for training.

O yes! jealous anyone?

FYI, the Big A was in Boracay a month ago, and now he's gonna be moving to Pangkor Island in a fortnight.

Can you say, "Lucky Streak!"

So after this our dear Big A is gonna go back to hitting the books and notes and memorizing some oh-u-dont-wanna know!

BTW, the photos from Big A's filipino escapades will be uploaded soon once he has passed them to me after exams.

Oh and a little bird told me that he has photos of the Big A's debut during SBS' Night:Garden of Eden!

Surprised Big A?

You better be..

Quick shout out to Ann and Ashley! Miss You like Crazy!

Better Watch Your Back!

Filipino escapades.....

2010-01-02T08:47:00.000-08:00

My my how time flies by,
Firstly, we found out that The Big A is in the Philippines since the 19th of December during the late 2009.
Now we hear that our star has come back.
Well of course he should. Exams are already lurking around the corner.. Are you ready..?

Dont feel sad Big A! Always remember that they (relatives and friends) are always there for you. And that you can go back anytime to see them. Just not all the time that is.

Im sure you have had your fair share of sun, sand and sunscreen.
It's now, finally time to hit the books...

"Manila, you have been mine,
Tagaytay, you have been truly romantic,
Iloilo you have been inspirational,
Boracay you have been beautiful.."

Now its time for the Big A to come home,
to finish what he has left behind and to return to those who he left behind...
But there's always a twist in life..
The Big A left as a star...
But he now comes back...
A SUPERNOVA!!!!!!

Better Watch Your Back!

Where The Hell is Big A?

2009-12-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

Idk if most of you know. But have you noticed that The Big A is currently no where to be found.
Missing out on the big event that is the Christmas Holic Fiesta Which is part of his assignment.
Not beinng around to greet random ppl a warm "MERRY CHRISTMAS" greeting.
Where is he...
Well.... SPOTTED!
Our very own Big A in the island of Boracay!
Yes. How nice of him..
White Sand. Clear Waters. Beach side bbq.

It seems that the Big A was In Manila on the 19th,
Flew to Tagaytay on the 21st.
Attended a wedding on the 22nd.
Flew to Iloilo on the 23rd.

And whats coming up next?
Well, some say theres nothing much.
After Boracay, its back to Iloiloto prepare for the coming New Year.
More deets to comme later on. Just bear with Me Ya'll.
It's the holidays now. Everyone's gooing slow.
Just like the traffic in Manila I hear.....
Have fujn Big A.
Not too much fun I hope. You have a report to pass up.

BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK!

Does J really have a "one and only"...?

2009-12-04T00:49:00.000-08:00

Alright..
So here goes the dirt..

It seems that J is avoiding introducing the homo sapien clinging to his arm as his one and only...
When asked the multi million dollar question..
"Is she the one, J..?"

The answer..

"Tell you some other time...."

What is the big deal J...

Whats the big secret...?

People around have been speculating lots of hypothetical observation about your relationship..

So its either...

Both of you are taken and are cheating on each others partners... because you claim to have one.

You are trying to get her cause you claim that she has one.

or...

Both of you are just playing hard to get...

Anyways..
The whole point here is that...
What is going on with J?
Looking all stressed up about studies and his relationship...
But he is always spotted arm in arm with a girl....

I smell scandalous in the air..
Do you?

Better watch your back!

So whats the big deal now..

2009-12-04T00:43:00.000-08:00

Well.. The Garden of Eden Prom Night went relly well as planned.
And it seems that Our Big A gave out a supernova debut of himself that night with emceeing and gameshow hosting skills.
Alongside Other familiar faces, Shaun and Andy.
Unfortunately, Tan Sri The Bong did not get to fulfkill his promise to co-host the show alongside The Big A. Speculations say... "He has his reasons".

It seems some people in This Little place called CRAT is finally getrting to know who The Big A is...
People glanciong at him where ever he goes.
Random people smiling randomly at him.
Somebody seems proud of himself.

Dont let it get to your head Big A!
This is just the beginning.....

More juice coming up for you peeps later on.

Better Watch Your Back!

Its Finally Official.

2009-11-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

The Latest feed on this section peeps,
The Big A has officially announced that he will be
the emcee for the upcoming SBS Night.
Off course co-hosted by The Bong.

Everybody's eager to see how these two
can pull off a night
or put off the night.
Good Luck Boys!

More details to come.

Better Watch Your Back!

Simply Speechless!

2009-11-04T00:23:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps!
The title says it all.. What else is thereto say..
The Big A is completely and totally overwhelmed with his studies.

O yea!
a bit of update for you dearly beloved.
The Big A and the choir team performed on the 40th anniversary of the college,
And yes,
The Big A finally got the chance to prove his singing skills once again to the college.
And just like what happened in the past college event,
The stupid microphone was offed again.
I guess its another mini humiliation moment for the Big A once again.

Anyways,
Besides being all swallowed with tutorials and lecture.
There's that big event that the Big A has to get involved in.
Its the Christmasholic fiesta.
But how the hell would the Big A help out when he will be in the Philippines by tghen.
Whats even fucking worse..
This event is counted in as his coursework...
OMG!

I personally think that it's very unfair of them to organise such an event close to christmas and force each and everybody to take part in it for their coursework..
I mean...
What about those who have to go back to really celebrate christmas...
What about those who really have to be somewhere else with their families to prepare for the coming of the Savior.

THIS IS SO UNFAIR!

Just because of them do not celebrate the real meaning of christmas,
does not mean..
I repeat!
DOES NOT MEAN..
That they have the rright to plan a commercialised christmas event two days before Christmas
and to make sure people come and help out,
You get their coursework involved in it...
YOU IDIOTS!!!!

What are you expecting the Big A to do?
Choose between his studies or his faith?

I'd still go with faith though...

Better watch Your Back!

College Examination..

2009-10-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

It's all coming back to me now...

Of how The Big A struggled every night to cram and jam every single info he has into his brain

just to prep himself up for the coming exam..

O yes.

I remember it clearly.

The three weeks of agony...

The sleepless nights...

The strong cups of coffee...

The late night gossip with SL..

The sugar rush adrenaline before the morning papers.

Like what we already know,

Examinations are to bring out the best in you,

but preparing for it, inevitably,

brings out the worst!

How ironic is that...

Now that all of that is done,

Its only a matter of waiting for the resluts..

And this too is torture...

After 40 minutes of staring into the computer,

The Big A has FINALLY got thru the college's website

just one more click..

AND..

Congratulations Big A,

Straight B's.

Not What you expected, we know,

but What more can You ask for.

You did well....

At leats its another reason to celebrate...

Now..

It's off to Kinokuniya for the Big A.

You know you love me!

Better Watch Your Back!

The dauphine called The Big A....

2009-10-19T06:32:00.001-07:00

Is this true what im hearing.?

Do my valuable ears deceive moi?

It appears that the dauphine said the the Big A is..

LAME!!

Ouch! Dauphine..

Its just a mere game of getting to know each other..

Happy getting to know each other...

And btw, It seems that the big A is happily back in KL...

And thanks for the warm muruku peeps..

And for the Big A...

Its back to the patissery section for baking this time.

Its a new semester down in the outskirts of the famous Malaysian city,

And yet,

life still goes on.

"Can you be nicer to the keyboards! LAMENESS!!"

That's the Dauphine!

GTG peeps!

Better Watch Your Back!

Cuz I'll be watching...

A little Message From The Big A

2009-10-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

"Hye guys. Big A here! It just dawned on to me that I will be flying back to KL tomorrow at 5 in the afternoon. Gosh how time really flies by when you're having fun. Indeed! I did have fun in KK! And I love Everybody who greeted me warmly. Especially, my Family and Relatives. You guys really gave me the feeling of home! I will really miss you guys when I get back. I cannot imagine how different my surrounding will be once i go back.
I feel as if coming back to KK was just a summer dream that I dreamt of in the middle of class. My holiday in KK has been just like a hallmark family lovestory. Where one comes back and experience home, friends and life changing moments.
I feel like I have been floating on air all this while and that I am about to land softly. What hurts the most here is that I dont feel content and satisfied yet. I still wanna be here. I still wanna drive around and play with the cousins.
But like all good things, this has to come to an end.

I love you guys (Mama, Papa, Shasha, Shane, Tita Bot2, Mice, Nikster, Marko, Norman, Nollie and Tita Neneng). And not forgetting the friends who showed me a real good time... (Stef, Donn, Yvonne, Michelle, Vonnie, Megan, Jiwan)
Thank You and God Bless you all!
Dont miss me too much!"

It looks like the Big A really had a blast in KK although he was piled up with CSS work.
But dont worry Big A! I'll be with you! im the closest thing you have then family.
Safe flight back.

Better Watch Your Back!

After 4 months..

2009-09-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! After a long blog hiatus... I am finally back with some stories to tell. And what differentiates my stories with the normal ones out there? Glad you asked! Here, a story is never good enough if there's not enough juice to spill.

Ready?

After being gone from his hometown, the Big A has finally went back after one semester.
Yes and so goes the normal casual meetings with the family and relatives. O how kids grow so fast these days. ( And yet im complaining that my days go slow )
S and Little S has grown up. And yes! Little can finnaly talk. And its so cute! Except when she getss pissed off and says.."Get outta my face". Looks like Little S could do with some discipline there.

And what are semester breaks without friends huh? Well. It did not went well this time for The Big A with The General and The Captain. Awkwardness is abound especially when both of them is around. Wait a second... Did we all miss something.
It seems that The Captain is sick and tired of The Generals extrovert attitude. Why? Did something go wrong.... Even The Big A is too aloof to ask "why?" to avoid looking like such a gossipaholic busy body. Nobody likes being labeled as such, but who cares?

It stands clear that something went wrong between the two but the weird thing here is that both the laatter are acting as if nothiing is going on. So in the long run, when The Big A and everyone in the Blank_O team gathers (excluding K off course), its hard to connverse because someone has to build a bridge in between The General And The Captain. So.. How do you fix something that is not broken? Or in this case.. "cracked" slightly.

Where is K btw?

well.. K is still back in the city. Speaking of K. It looks like somebody has finally woken up from her "arabian fantasy".... She finally broke off with that no good fucktard of hers. Not only are they not compatible religion wise. But, they're just not compatible at all. You hear me? AT ALL!

C'mon K. Everyone knew that both you and Mr. Arabian Night, or "Nights" have some kindda thing going on. (Even though both of you tried to remain neutral about each others feelings). Where there's smoke, there's always bound to be a fire. And you're smoke is coming from every single corner of your bedroom!

Now, all is well, minus some heavily torched feelings and memories.

K.. you dont have to be sorry for yourself that you did not tell The Big A everything. He's got people around that tells him. He just needed the words to come from you. Little did he expect you running to him looking for assurance after you crashed and burned. It's really good to know that the real K is back. We forgive you K! And stop feeling so low all the time. You need to pick and glam yourself up. Show him who's the BIG CRAZY BITCH!!!

Dont play with Fire... Arabian Fire that is...

Better Watch Your Back!

A Fun Day Out and about in the city...

2009-09-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

Spotted!: K, Tim, and The Big A Was seen having lunch at Chillis KLCC.

It was a very nice lunch! Said The big A when he came back after a whole day in the city!
Apparently, it was an advanced Birthday Celebration for K.
who turns 21 on the 09.09.09.
Happy Birthday K!
What a very nice date indeed to turn 21!

Anyways,
Time was spent scavenging for good perfumes that K was interested in.
And she decided to stick with...

While for the Big A...
It was between...
or...

And yes....
The D&G is a new collection from the Dolce and Gabbana
Anthology series.

COOLNESS!!!

But still I would consider..

Anyways...

Happy Birthday K!

P/s The big A Told me it was nice to finally see Tim again.
And to K's birthday together was awesome.

As I hear the Fireworks bursting...

2009-08-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

Staring out thru my window in my warm room...
I hear in the distance fireworks being set off.

And so I stare out from my window,
Sadly nothing is there.

But then still I know, Its Independence Day!

I feel so empty...
*I think its the music of Kenny G that my player is playing.

BTW,
Spotted: Joyous celebration in Sunway Convention Centre.
TAR College Choir and the Big A,
Happy with their success in getting champion for..
The Malaysian Youth Music Festival 2009 (Chamber Choir)

Congrats Guys! You deserve it!

ps: Will hit more on that when the time comes.
I mean good memories last with photos.

Presidential Quiz....

2009-08-20T10:26:00.001-07:00

Just A few presidential jokes to make your day/night...

1) Why does Gloria look uncomfortable during this press con?
a. Somebady asked her about her height.
b. Somebody ask her if she was related to Nora Aunor.
c. Nobody asked any questions at all.

2) Why does Gloria look like this?
a. She is having an orgasm.
b. She is having an orgasm.
c. She is having an orgasm.

3) In this photo, Gloria is saying, "There is no more!". She is responding to which of the following questions?
a) "Ms. President, where is our country's money?"
b) "Ms. President, is there any hope in you getting any taller?"

4) Gloria is yelling.....
a. "Rexona!"
b. "Wonder woman!"
c. "I broke up with my husband, Mike!"

5) Why is Gloria closing her eyes?
a. She smells something nice.
b. She smells something smelly.
c. She is asleep.

6) In this photo Gloria is...
a. Scratching her neck.
b. Having difficulty breathing.
c. Suffering an epilepsy attack.

7) In this photo taken in the USA, Gloria looks pissed because,
a. The paparazzis did not know who she was.
b. She is paranoid that someone might kill her.
c. She realised that she will never grow any taller.

8) In this photo, Gloria is saying, " I am....!"
a. "Spiderman"
b. "Harry Potter"
c. "Giselle Bundchen"

WTFOMGDIMPLES!!!!!

Better Watch your back!

*ps. Thanks to Greenpinoy.

Finally After 5 Years......!!!! Exciting!!!!

2009-08-19T08:15:00.001-07:00

OMG!!! Finally... I just cant control my joy..! Super exciting..!

I cant wait to watch the pilot episode of....

Super...

And you guys wanna know who are the main cast?
Finally after 5 years! They are finally back with each other to create yet another drama series that would indeed thrill us all and leave us asking for more while hanging on the edge of our seats!

This off course includes other bankable counterparts such as...
*Chin chin Guttierez.
* John Estrada.
*Lorna Tolentino (Red butterfly)
*Gabby Concepcion.
and
*Karylle....
*(I rarely see her on the silver screens but The big A promises that she is one hell of an actress)

Ready for it......?
....
....
....
.....
...
....
....
...
.....
...

It's none other than......

Yes! Its true..! Exciting ryt..?

Better watch your back!

Club Med no more...

2009-08-19T05:22:00.000-07:00

Sad news peeps!

It looks like The big A wont be going to Club Med Cherating for training.
Yes! The news has finally been confirmed that he will not be going there.
The big A will be moved,

From this...

To This.....

Sometimes.. Things just dont go your way.. I guess...
But dont you think its a 'lil bit unfair that the trainees were not given a good explanation as to why were they moved from one to the other?

God! You guys should have been there to see how angry The big A was.
Luckily, no one was allowed to go to Club Med, for if The big A found out that he was replaced....
Just get ready for the worst DHT2.

BTW, Im guessing PP KLIA is a good one too dontcha guys think the same too...?
Calm down Big A!
*It's closer to the city if that makes you feel any good....

Better watch your back...!

Current Future Plans.

2009-08-18T11:09:00.000-07:00

If there is one thing that The big A hates the most, one of it would be thinking about his future plans. Education wise.
Is that a snigger I hear? Well Its not really easy to think of your future education may I remind you. Its not Just about thinking, but its also about;

1) How to get there.
2) What to do there.
3) What is to be expected when we have reached that certain destination.

Hah! Whatcha you gonna say now huh? off course you're thinking..
"Why should I care? Im still studying.."

The Big A is already in his final year of his diploma...
Getting closer to the end of first sem....
Before he knows it second sem ends....
Then off he goes to industrial training...

Do you see how fast college life goes by....?
Still dont see it? *Gosh how daft can you be?

The first time you step into college..
You get home sick..
tired...
irritated by how slow time flies..

Then you get to know some people who really carve you into somebody.
Fact is, leaving this college for another one that promises a better one in the field is kind of making The big A frightened I hear..
He doesnt seem too keen on leaving his friends..
Especially those Hostelians and his fellow CSS members.

So back to the main point dear people;
"How does The big A choose which path to take?"

'til nxt tym,
Better watch your back!

It really has been a long time...

2009-08-17T19:46:00.000-07:00

It really has been a long time since the last time i blogged about the big A's life.
But dont worry your butts off ladies and gents.. Im assurinng that the seasons blog hiatus in fading off slowly i assure you.
I was really inspired by Jen's blogpost in which she placed out clearly what she wanted in life.. about her dreams, what she wants and also her future. I think its kindda sweet that she has big dreams.
I bet the big A has his own dreams... I mean c'mon big A! Wake up..! When are you gonna dream about whatcha gonna be when you are finally a general manager of a hotel!
BTW...

Updates on The big A during the season long blog hiatus..
1) Spotted in sunway attending City Harvest Church despite being a catholic.
2)Was Finally spotted attending Mass celbratin is St John's Cathedral after a semesters long absence.
3) Had encountered a couple of losses in this month of august itself..

Yes, indeed everyone. It is only now that I am able to blog about the death of The big A's dear acquaintance and only beloved grandfathers death.

The big A has indeed been praying for comfort from The Almighty. Never did we see The big A shed a single tear. Especially when the news broke out that Mr. Loreto Pentojo has passed on.

It is hard, but I think that Mr. Loreto has led a good life. I believe that The Almighty will indeed take good care of him.

Until then, better watch your back!

Guilt is the best revenge.

2009-07-04T14:37:00.000-07:00

I would officially love to announce: All you people that have given me false hope in giving me a TT Night ticket, I have sincerely FORGIVEN. But, bear in mind, dear friends, that this is not the end.
I have forgiven, not forgotten. God forgive me for not forgetting.

The whole wide world has indeed forgiven the japs and the germans for invading our lands and creating havoc around. Indeed we have learnt to forgive. And just like me, you cant erase what happened in the history books.

Anyways, one way or another, I have forgiven.
Paybacks' a bitch!

Better watch your Back!

"It's my stuff and I have the right to ask for it back"

2009-06-28T11:21:00.000-07:00

Good Morning Everyone... Its a dark foggy 2.30 am here. And I have a juicy one to spill.
The words above says it all. Yes, its our stuff, its our property, and yes we have full right to ask back for it. But Gosh! Do you have to be so mean GG?
Yes everyone! This blast is an update on the currently deteriorating friendship of the big A and a new character in this story, GG.

To GG: Just because you now have a boyfriend and cool friends who bring you out, (EVERY NIGHT), doesn't mean that you can leave all your past friends behind, tell them that people change, and come back looking for them when you need something! This is what we call USAGE! You use friends not cherish!
And yes, while the big A did borrow your mags and lend it to K (with your consent), you dont have to really ask for it rudely now, do you?
It's not rocket science GG! Its clearly stated in the sky that the big A is always 'touchy' when you sms is because that you are a total BITCH. You brag a lot! And its not just me or the big A who's saying this. Everyones talking GG! And I mean EVERYONE. If you can do this to your old friends what makes you think that you wont do it to the new ones in the mere future? (Note to the new friends of GG: Watch your back! There's a bitch in the horizon!)
Coming back to the big A being 'touchy'. FYI GG, he is not touchy.... He is just plainly furious with you! You dont have to make it clear that you want the tattoo mags desperately. I mean, what is there to ink on your body when most of it is covered with 100% pure lard! Unless you really believe in food colouring!
The big A has made it clear that he really hates you at the moment! So lets just make it clear... Unless you dont want your mags to be burned in front of your effing sluttish face, you'd give big A a chance to get the rest back from K before he gives it back to you! I mean seriously, after what you've done GG, thats the only thing the big A has left of burning anything that has connection with you besides your face and friendship.

Watch your back!

2009-06-21T12:56:00.000-07:00

It was a beautiful sunday. Just like every sunday, people wake up to the bright sunny rays of the first day of the week. There's something to this day than any other sundays. Yes, everyone! Its Fathers Day!! Have you greeted your dads already?

Like any other celebratory days, the office of Attorney JC has indeed invited everyone thats practically in his contacts list to come join the luncheon hosted by him at the lemon garden cafe in Shang ri la. And who is to attend while none other than our very own, big A!
Yes it was everything a luncheon should be. Different styles of cuisines, variety of desserts and especially CAKES! God.. Why are they such a weakness to practically everyone?
And for the first time for what has been 6 months to be exact! our big A has got the chance to finally talk to Atty JC. After such a long time. Yes! I do keep track for you big A. And guess what peeps! He arrived with K!
Quick recap. The last time the whole company, together with its clients saw K, was about a year ago, at the firms independence dinner. She was tall, beautiful and totally..... drunk. She really made an impression. (Way to go K!). Look on the bright side, at least Atty JC did not say anything about you to your parents!
Indeed. It was a celebration. For Atty JC could be known as the father to both K and the big A while their parents is a 2.45 hour flight away it is his responsibilty to tk charge while tita A Has been MIA since forever!
Anyways a quick shout out to all the dads! Happy fathers day. Thanks for everything dad! You are my hero. You know I love ya!

Vuisit Ka J!

2009-06-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

Felt really bored today.. Went to KLCC wit V. Watched 17 again. Zac Efron reminded me a lot of HSM. Cuz i am a proud HSM fan! Has been and always will be... I know ryt.. Anyways..

Do you really think that a broken friendship can really remain broken even when all is forgiven? Well.. Apparently yes.. At least that's what the big A thinks! With everything said, done, gossiped, and backstabbed. It looks like the big A has told me that his relationship with J is still broken. At least that's what he thinks for the moment.

Spotted 12:52 AM- the big A trying to master up the courage to converse with J but instead just got one sentence out of him.

A little minor recap of the past.. The big A has really admitted that he takes full responsibility of what he's said and done to ruin the "ever so special" friendship with J. After a no tear drop but alot of guilt apology moment, the big A left, thinking that all is well. But then after a few weeks passed, questions arise.. "Has the cold war ended? Or is it just the beginning of an even colder one?" Better watch your back.. Cuz i will be watching!